success

mama's operation was a success.

hooray!!!

o.r. & waiting rooms

thursday, 2:45pm

i walked my mom to the o.r.

i knew she was worried, she was silent all the while. i tried my best to look nonchalant, even when i am feeling the opposite inside.

as we reached the door to the o.r. suite i looked at her with a smile--an assurance that everything will be ok.

as the door slowly closes. i felt powerless.

i had been inside the o.r. many times. assisting doctors, scrubbing in surgeries. outside, i've seen many worried faces---families, loved ones waiting outside the door; clueless of what is happening inside.

most times i'd just walk past them, give smirks or wouldn't even look their way.

now i am clueless of what is happening inside. i'm itching to get on my scrubs and walk past that door.

MEGAng panaginip

nanaginip ako the other nite. bestfriend ko daw si sharon cuneta.

kmusta k naman dun dba?

kasama din sa panaginip ko si gabby concepcion.

gabby & sharon loveteam-----so old skul.

basta ang scenario parang gabby did something wrong to ate shawie and he is making up. parang 'undoing'. something like that and...

somewhere in my panaginip binigyan daw ni gabby si sharon ng pancit canton!!!

di ko alam kung bakit. baka dahil ang sunbconscious ko naalala na nag endorse si ate shawie ng pancit canton [together with present hubby kiko.]

o dba? piliting i-kunek?

basta ang alam ko in my dream nakikain din ako ng pancit canton.